subject [05 Oct 2005|08:37pm] [ music | who know what the hell this is ] ST. AUGUSTINE HIGH SCHOOL'S HOMECOMING DANCE WILL BE HELD IN THE PARKING LOT OF QUALCOMM STADIUM. HOW MANY OF YOU OLP GIRLS WANNA GO TO HOMECOMING NOW? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA suckers. 2 comment

[17 Sep 2005|11:38am] [ music | the album leaf ] i went on this heart walk in balboa park that was raising money for heart disease. my mom lied, she said we were running. it was nice i guess, balboa park is nice last night i fell asleep on the phone with ommar again. and then i hazily remember waking up and sending him a text message: "sorry i fell asleep, i love you". i checked the message status and it said i sent it to robert clayton lyons. hahahahahah woooops. there's a western themed dance tonight, yeeeeeehaw. too bad i'm not going. see some of you at ground zero? FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. sexy as hell. Active in games and interactions. Always the best at what you do. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy 1 comment

subject [16 Sep 2005|07:39pm] [ mood | nothing ] [ music | the album leaf ] built up anticipation and excitement over nothing sucks. kellens car is the funnest.

subject [11 Sep 2005|07:28pm] picture post ( friday ) 7 comment

subject [10 Sep 2005|08:50pm] [ mood | hmm ] [ music | explosions in the sky ] i'm getting ready to cleanse myself of sea world's grime. love is not kissing, hugging, hand holding, notes, boyfriend, girlfriend, phone calls, baby talk, gifts, embracing, someone you showcase to all your friends, intimacy, typical, cute pictures, jealousy. love never dies. if it does, then it was never real. love is letting your gaurd down, being yourself 100%, your safety blanket, the lines around your mouth when you smile, the emptiness you feel when they drive away, relief, waking up to pillows and hoping one day it might be them. it is your first, last, and always. i am too young. "the cure for pain is in the pain"

subject [10 Sep 2005|09:04am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | mike jones - still tipping ] don't yell at me for going to a football game for fifteen or twenty minutes. yeah yeah yeah, i wasted five bucks. but add up all the money at all the games you always go to. you're paying five dollars everynight to stand around and socialize with your friends when can very well be somewhere else having 2304823945873495 better of a time. sea world today with ma famille. hmm... i guess i'm going to the my american heart cd release next saturday? um okay bye i'll still go out and get ice cream with you, even though you get it all over my face. :) comment

subject [07 Sep 2005|09:47pm] today was picture day and this morning someone spilled coffee all over my skirt. so i reeked of coffee all day. and another girl asked me if i lost weight and i said yes. she said i looked sick. "everything was wrong so we sang sentimental songs" 6 comment

subject [06 Sep 2005|06:44pm] [ mood | graer ] [ music | death cab - someday you will be loved ] shut the crap up already. grow up, i'm tired of your childish non-sense. you think you're so funny hardy har har har. no ones laughing except you and if there are people who are laughing, they're laughing at you and your idiocy. and what is this with people thinking i'm mean. i am sarcastic and i joke around, don't take every single word i say seriously. i happen to think i am nice, for the most part. who gives a crap if you think i'm mean anyway. the whole world doesn't love you, the whole world definitely doesn't love me. i got over that and i think you should to. why am i still in a bad mood? hey wait, tomorrow is hump day. shut up you pervs 2 comment

subject [04 Sep 2005|11:06pm] [ mood | yep ] [ music | glassjaw - mu empire ] god i probably have the worst possible timing, ever. picture building up the confidence to take on your greatest fear and you're so close to doing it, but then something happens. something comes up. something is more important. you realize maybe you're just being selfish. something makes you doubt yourself. for now you'll have to push it back further in the back of your mind, just like last time. maybe in a couple days we can come back to it and try all over again. days, weeks, months. my problem isn't all that important, petty, maybe. maybe a little more than that. it's something that could have easily been taken care of months ago. so what am i still doing here? what am i so afraid of? i'm in a foreign country reading a map that's upside down. i have no idea what i'm talking about anymore. 2 comment

subject [04 Sep 2005|08:36pm] [ mood | hating pretty much everyone ] [ music | hot like a robot - oaklahoma ] so finally when hollis and i have some mode of transportation that isn't our parents we have nothing to do, no where to go, no one to see and everything is closed since it's sunday. give 'em the horn. i am in a bad mood again, thank god for teenage drama. 1 comment

subject [04 Sep 2005|01:58am] [ mood | uuugggggh ] [ music | panic in da fuggin streets ] woooooo i'm on the phone with amandaaaaa. i was tired for like a second and almost fell asleep, but then i called ze amandarrrrcarrrrrawrrrrr. we're talking about girls we hate and gossip and shit talk and how gay boys can be. ugh what a horrible way to end the night THANK YOU. not you amanda. anyway, today was kind of fun and random and kind of depressing. panic in duh fuggin streets. your fiiiingerrrrrrrr tiiiiipppppssssssssss on myyyyyyyyyyyyyy lippppppppppppssssssssssssssssssssssssssss and evvvveryyyyyyywwwwwwwhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeere is thiiis yo sweeeet sixteeeen bblahblahblah. i'd like to un-meet a few people, if that's possible. 5 comment

subject [03 Sep 2005|05:36pm] [ mood | eh ] [ music | mariah carey ] copeland october 22nd :) _ 1 comment

subject [02 Sep 2005|08:29pm] [ mood | dang ] [ music | the winded - fellep ] SO, i started school on monday and this week has been somewhat tuff. i can already tell it's only going to get worse. mmm no more random trips anywhere after school, no more putting off homework until the night before, no more putting off homework until fifteen minutes before school starts, no more procastination. i think my life is going to suck for the next nine months. oh school, i looooooove yoooooou. oh frig frag. i really miss someone. comment

subject [25 Aug 2005|10:57am] [ mood | bleh ] [ music | mewithoutyou - son of a widow ] yea boy. who's getting a 60gb photo ipod? ME! finally. 3 comment

subject [24 Aug 2005|01:05pm] [ mood | gross ] [ music | mariah carey - looooverbooooooy ] les photos d'hier au monde de mer. ( fun ) 6 comment

subject [23 Aug 2005|12:12pm] [ mood | tired ] oh gosh. yesterday was definitely an adventure. i think robbie is my favorite driver he's freaking hilarious. yesterday myself, ommar, tess, amanda, christina, christoper, and robert lyons spent most of our day at sea world. it all started out at mikies house for thee winded band practice. brommar left for the dentist and rob, christina, amanda, and chris drove allll the way to mikes house, in the middle of nowhere chula vista, to pick me up. i told them to get off east h street and instead they decided to stare at a man on a motorcycle with a mad handlebar mustache and miss the exit. instead of doing the smart thing, getting off and turning around at the next exit, they drove until they go to the last US exit. then they had to drive another fifteen minutes on H and started freaking out because they thought they were driving to jamul. it's not my fault it took you three hours to get to mikes house. getting off the right exit would have saved you an hour. so they finally picked me up and they were hungry so we went to jack in the box in the terra nova shopping center off H st. chris was screaming like a retard for four tacos (seriously). giving the woman our order was so tuff we had to pull up to the fist window. finally after we ordered we had to sit in the parking lot while they made our food and robbie decided to strike up a conversation with some girls wearing gucci sunglasses haha. FINALLY at around 4 o'clock we were on the road to sea world (we were supposed to all meet at 2). while we were driving through the parking lot robbie ran over a bunch of cones hahahahahaha. so freaking funny. ommar and tess met up with as at around 6. the highlight of our day at sea world was probably when rob, christina, chris, tess, and amanda decided to ride shipwreck rapids at 10 at night and rob put my mewithoutyou shirt on. you won't understand how hilarious it was until you see the pictures. which will be up sooooooooooooon. okay i'm done byeeeeeeeeee 1 comment

subject [20 Aug 2005|10:29pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | kings of convenience - little kids (ladytron remix) ] hmm you think you're really smart don't you? you think you know the beginning, the end, and everything in between. that sucks, but it's okay. today was good. tiring, but good. i almost bought another pair of shoes, good thing i didn't. walking across the baseball fields by miramar on a full moon with ommar, jamie, and hollis is fun. not really. sike. you wish. sea world on monday with rob, amanda, tess, christina, and chris? quite possibly ommar? that's going to be THE JAM. 2 comment

subject [19 Aug 2005|08:38pm] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | circa survived ] YEAH!!! ( MINEMINEMINE! ) 2 comment

subject [18 Aug 2005|11:02am] [ mood | ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ] [ music | two weeks in a hawaiiiiiiiii ] i should stop whining it's only been a day or two. . comment

subject [18 Aug 2005|10:28am] [ mood | whaaaat ] [ music | ladytron - seventeen ] so last night my aunt and uncle from temecula stayed over at my house and this morning i was standing in the kitchen eating. my aunt: did you lose weight? me: yes. aunt: what have you been doing? me: nothing. aunt: yeah you don't look chubby anymore. me: WHAT I WAS CHUBBY????? aunt: yeah, baby fat. me: WHY DIDN'T ANYONE SAY ANYTHING???? i was chubby? what no i wasn't. was i? 4 comment

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